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Why did your last D/s end?

Pfew, difficult question. :)
Let's see. It wasn't even a D/s, I guess? Well, it was, but not in the you-are-mine-let's-see-each other-twice-a-week way.

We had our troubles from the start where I behaved pretty… difficult so he stepped back. And that happened often. But after two or three weeks he usually came back and we played again, which obviously didn't really help so I got even more insecure each time to the point where I couldn't give myself anymore and didn't want to be in touch with him after we played, fearing (and knowing) he'd have enough of me soon anyway.

So the last time we played is five weeks ago I think and haven't heard of him since.

That is the story in a nutshell, greyfacey. :)

It's hot today! (@terriblybeautiful: yep, those are cat ears,...

It's hot today!

(@terriblybeautiful: yep, those are cat ears, white Hello Kitty-with-red-bow-ones. ;))

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"How long has it been since someone touched part of you other than your body?"

"How long has it been since someone touched part of you other than your body?"

- Laurel Hoodwrit

I do this a lot. With one hand.

Accurate. What to do about it? :)

Accurate.

What to do about it? :)

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I remember when I was slapped in the face for the first time. It...

I remember when I was slapped in the face for the first time.

It was on Valentine's Day, 2004. I didn't see it coming. For a split second I wanted to tell him what a sick asshole he was, to slap a girl in the face, with a grin on his face.

Instead, I dropped to my knees and he told me I was a good girl.

I think that moment changed me forever.

"We cling to our fairy tales until the price for believing then becomes to high…"

"We cling to our fairy tales until the price for believing then becomes to high…"

- from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs (Prologue)